i seriously love birthday gatherings. call me dumb, but i like to sing birthday songs. and especially when it's for old friends' birthdays, all the more i feel that birthday songs were priceless.

to be frank, birthday gatherings were merely an excuse for me to meet up with my old friends in the midst of my stupid school and ever-piling reports. it is also another outlet for me to catch up with them, other than reading their blogs or checking out their friendsters.

ive attended most of my polymates' birthday celebrations. and im glad that we still have topics to talk about. oh wells. just that today, for junliang's birthday, most of the topics revolved around trips, air tickets, different countries (except on the part on vibrators and push-up bras k). being somone who's been to super limited countries and someone who's clean forgotten all about the stuff chih wee taught, i didnt add in much. instead, i just sat by and listened. anyways, it's simply a joy just to hear them talk.

to be frank, i really think im getting old. maybe it's because the nightmare of turning 21 is approaching in like, uh, 3 days? you see, i get tired darn easily, getting more senile and listened more. oh boy, i think im really old. are all 21-year-olds like that? damn. i seriously cant imagine myself 10 years down the road.

oh wells. not exactly in a chirpy mood these few days.

maybe it's the stupid issue about bbq pits and chalets.

maybe it's the fear of it raining on saturday.

maybe it's because most of my friends are working on that day and will be late.

or maybe, it's something else.

worse, it could be all of the above.

but no matter what, i guess i will snap out of it soon.

i think.